I dreamed I was
helping run a booth at an Asian swapmeet for an Asian family I was friends
with. It was actually a cross between a swapmeet and an indie convention. The
booth had lots of fascinating things for a round-eye like me. Jade dragons,
Buddha statues, little dolls, scrolls, etc. The best thing was a soft-sculpture
radish doll with the most adorable little face full of wisdom and peace. I
wanted that doll really bad. I said I was buying it as a gift for my friend Julie,
but even in the dream that doll was probably going to end up mine.
Setting up the
booth was a lot of hard work, lifting and unpacking boxes, and putting displays
together. Then I was busy helping customers. For some reason we also had a
table of heavy metal T-shirts, and these two teenage boys gravitated straight
to it. The taller boy put his arm around the younger and, pointing, said, “I’d
like THAT shirt, for my boyfriend, here.”
It was hard to
tell if they really were gay, or just joking around, so it put me on edge. The
shirt they wanted was something with a screaming skull, and they wanted it in
XXL. I had to crawl under the table to look through the boxes of shirts for the
right size. I couldn’t find it, so then I had to go to a back room area of our
booth and go through a whole bunch of backstock boxes. We kept all the
backstock under the tables, especially the T-shirts and caps, because
apparently those are most frequently stolen. As soon as I started getting boxes
out and going through them, this asshole guy tried to steal a baseball cap, and
I yanked it right off his head and told him to beat it.
That dream
ended, and the next began with Anthony and me getting into Julie’s Lexus.
***
Someone had
professionally printed Julie’s job title and the words “GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE”
onto the head rests of every seat in her car. She was very proud of this, but
it gave me a weird feeling in the pit of my stomach. She drove Anthony and me
to a dangerous hillbilly area of the Inland Empire, to a little restaurant that
made Asian sandwiches with French fries stuffed in them. It was all pretty
ghetto, and when we were sitting down eating we really started noticing how
scary the other diners were. Scraggly beards, dirty clothes, and they were
totally leering at us.
When we decided
it was time to get the hell out of there, we discovered that Julie’s car was
gone, so we found an abandoned old truck and appropriated it. The problem with
the truck was that instead of a regular gas tank, it had this awkward exterior
trunk in the trunk bed. The trunk was filled with moonshine whiskey, and
connected to the engine via a long hose. I drove the truck, trying to navigate
us out of the Inland Empire backwoods, but the roads were confusing and poorly
maintained. Mostly just dirt and gravel, one-lane affairs like in the old days.
Whenever we drove past people, they were scary hillbillies looking for trouble
and violence. One time we barreled down a narrow tree-lined road just as some
hillbillies were shooting at each other ahead. I swerved down a side road to
avoid getting caught in the middle of it.
The truck ran
out of moonshine, but luckily we found a gas station and a freeway onramp. The
truck didn’t run as well on actual gasoline as it did on bootleg whiskey, but
we got on the freeway and raced toward home.
***
Somewhere on
the freeway, the Inland Empire dream dissolved into an apocalyptic scenario in
which I knew that a gigantic flood was due any minute. I was by myself, in what
looked like a big city park with lots of tall trees and hills. It seemed
important to climb as high as I possibly could, that if I could just get high
up enough I would be above the flood level and might survive. I picked the
tallest tree I could find with lots of easy-to-climb lower branches, and
scurried high up into its branches. I made it to the very top.
At first I
thought I’d made it to safety, but then I got a sinking feeling and felt a
shadow gathering over me. I looked up and saw that the wave of the flood
extended impossibly high into the sky, much higher than my treetop perch.
I thought if I
could just hold on through the breaking of the wave, maybe the water would
course down around me and still leave me high and dry when the wave moved on.
But as the flood crashed down onto my tree, the trunk and all its branches
splintered like matchsticks.
I drowned/woke
up.
